...maybe not always so lighthearted
Interesting, over the course of the last month I have found that I have fond memories and miss some folks in my past it's not always the same feeling on the other side. So often I have found myself trying to make others feel comfortable and make myself available for them, but it's not always the same and I end up on the other side of things wondering what happened? My life is so different now from once before - but if you know me you know it HAD to be and there had to be some changes made. With everything that I had to go through in my earlier years, if I didn't evolve and change I would have been stuck forever just simply going through the motions and maybe never able to be the person I am today. My need for growth and survival outweighed other things. Walk a mile....or wait...walk just a few steps where I have been and you let me know what you would have done. The person I started out to be is not the person I am now....it couldn't be. The life that I have...